Ever since I woke up this morning, things just have not been right. It is one of those days that I dread, and these are the kind of days that make me want to give up.Because I work from home I have to be very disciplined. If I am not, my work does not get done. Today, I spent two hours at a doctor appointment with one of my daughters and another three hours at a dentist appointment for my other daughter.
My husband and I were arguing, and he always tends to call me to ask me to do things. My house is a train wreck, and the laundry is piling up. After running from place to place and doing all of the things that I had to do, I am left wiped out. I am left without my work done, with no money and with no hope that it will ever get better.
These are the kinds of days when I really need to seek God. I am powerless in my life, and I am hopeless on my own. There are so many days like today where I am ready to throw in the towel. I work, work, work; and for what? To have no time and no money? To feel like a failure as a wife and mother?
I know that God wants us to find peace in Him, and that is what I need to take time to do each day. It is my only hope.